Twenty minutes ago I was praying with both Matt (My Pastor) and Magid (The Egyptian Pastor that meets in our church) for our churches and the community. At one point they laid their hands on me and began to pray for God’s blessing and provision in my life. As they were doing this, I began to plead with God silently that He would not let my past sin affect my ministry or His church.
My past is filled with wickedness, both before and after I became a Christian, and because of this I have always been scared that one day it will come back and effect both my credibility and the churches credibility in regards to ministry and God’s glory. Over the last few months this has been a source of fear and anxiety for me and has been in my prayers constantly. Though, in typical Scott fashion my pride had kept me from telling anyone this.
OK back to the story… As soon as I finished pleading silently before God, Magid looked at me and began to speak…
“God keeps telling me that the past is done and not being held on to. He’s telling me the past has been wiped away and He is bringing you into a new place that you have never been with him before. Do not worry about the past”
I have always believed in the power of the Holy Spirit, but have not seen it like this before. God brought a comfort today that words could hardly capture. Through Magid he spoke two fold: “Scott, I have heard your cry; you are not alone.” and “Scott, I will grant your request. Do not fear.”
So now, with tears streaming down my face, I can tell you God is alive, worthy of all praise and without question still does the miraculous!